After many years, I've slowly accepted that I am actually a programmer. No, not a particularly gifted programmer - but I do love programming.
For many years, I held that I was just a systems administrator. Of course, being a half-decent sysadmin means you can at least program your way out of a tight spot...
But then, suddenly, you are hooked and find programming is a way of life.
Still, I am far from a talented programmer. But I'll work on it!